Chapter 391 Life On Death Row-(Incest/Taboo Sex):>Ep6

• For a second, I was just totally frozen. Actually seeing my son's... body, made me realize for the first time what I was doing. It was all well and good to think about helping Tyler when I got a wild idea and started to run with it. But here I was staring my decision in the...face, and I couldn't believe what I was doing. I had been so excited by the idea of helping my son, I hadn't even really thought through what I was deciding. And Tyler was right, what I was doing was wrong. This wasn't the sort of thing a mother was supposed to do with her son. It was a sin. What was I supposed to do now?
• The most moral, upstanding, churchly part of me almost convinced me at that moment to stand up and walk away from Tyler. To go put my clothes back on and knock at the door. But I looked up from my spot on my knees, I saw my son, doomed to die, looking down at me with a mixture of fear and excitement on his face. It was too late now. I'd promised too much now to just apologize and walk away. Tyler deserved better than that. I had to stop running for the messes that I made.
• When I accepted that I was actually going to...do this thing, my heartrate shot up. I felt wobbly and I felt a cold sweat break out on my skin. I told myself that I would just...do this one thing real quick because I'd promised it, I'd close my eyes and pretend I was anywhere else. Then, when it was over, I'd just leave and never think about it again. But as I thought that, I felt Tyler's hand come down and rest gently against my shoulder. His hands weren't cold anymore, I could feel his warmth against me. Even if I hadn't known it was him, I would have felt it my just how gentle and familiar it was.